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 No trace: Were you looking and listening? What I have been burning to say: #2 Kevin, a well intentioned therapist, said one day, in medical notes, that there was "no trace of the depression.2 Yet I knew that I was still carrying great trauma, insecurities, flaws, weaknesses, cowardice and more. I knew that therapy, while somewhat helpful, had barely touched on any of my pain and difficulties and disabilities and was at best aiming to cover them up. 

Flashbacks, chronic anxiety and grieving What I have been burning to say: #1  Today is another day where I am really struggling with my flashbacks, sleep/insomnia, abuse, grief and anxiety. Thoughts of Leyarnna and Simon and the abuse they waged against myself and other housemates, as well as the children they abused, continue to haunt me. West Midlands Police were absolutely useless and failed entirely to act and even now I do not know whether or not those children were ever rescued from those villains: drug dealers, compulsive liars, bullies, thieves and child abusers. Leyarnna openly admitted to me that she sometimes drugged her children when they were "too much to handle." L was the "psychologist." She would abuse then play the victim, claiming that she was vulnerable due to being a woman. S was the muscle and fellow drug dealer. They would threaten to have us chased by police, evicted, claimed we were bringing mice and fleas into the house, producing unsavoury ...

                                                            The Jivvy Princess Along a darkened road roamed a lost soul. But he was not entirely alone. He had great friends concerned and worried but he struggled to accept their help and to open up. The Jivvy Princess, whom essentially became a friend, stood by this lost soul through thick and thin and with a heart genuine, a mind sharp, flexible and creative and an education wise and adaptive. How could one thank a sincere soul? What measure of gratitude or expression of thanks is most appropriate? All I know for certainty is the genuineness of my gratitude and respect for you showing your humanness and compassion, your wonderful and engaging soul and your incredible resilience. It has been a great pleasure, every step of the way. Thank you, from one sincere heart to another.