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And the winner of the mouth awards is... Avril Lavigne! Let us venture deeper, in case anyone worries about me gaining a strange, new hobby (Although she does have a lovely mouth, she really does win my apparently newly created award.). We could go in different directions here- superficial attraction, deep attraction, psychological reasoning, romance and really a number of other directions. And that is just my mind. You have your own mindset your own ideas, your own peculiar reasoning. Let us start by turning back to Avril and I would like to remind you here that I am writing in my preferred, naturally unstructured and free from routine and planning type method, so I may forget things, I may go off into all sorts of directions and hopefully you will enjoy regardless or derive something useful from the time you have invested into reading this post. Avril does possess, to me, such a unique, cute and attractive mouth, particularly the top half. What is it about her mouth th...

Ramblings of an alleged Dukat I was scrolling down my blog posts not an hour go and as thoughts resurfaced regarding how badly I am coping with grief, brought on by an early post mentioning said subject, it made me remember also of Dukat's breakdown in Star Trek: Deep Space Nine, with my support network naturally saying what was also said to him, that it was important to talk about Zyial. Regarding my Zyial, there would never be any danger whatsoever of me not talking of Alice. I have done since I first met her, now nearly ten years ago. She was and remains a light in my life. A true champion, a true selfless being. Her wisdom, her face, it comforts and assures, it binds itself to my soul. I miss her more than words can ever express. She was not just a Friend, I was in love with her, as a Friend. I loved her to pieces and still do. She was unique, she was creative, she was herself and that was all she needed to be. Naturally I feel I let her down. Although I was struggling myself...

  As some of you know (Or all of you should!), Avril Ramona Lavigne means a great deal to me and this is said with the highest serious tone possible. Avril Lavigne has sung alongside my struggles, sometimes drowning them out, which is no small feat. She brings to the music arena deep, heartfelt and honest wishes and thoughts embedded within her lyrics and  Avril is a brilliant singer but as implied above she is also a competent song writer.   

Lucy Hale's "Road Between" album is one of those CDs you just keep picking up to put back into the CD player. Such a moment occurred today, after having already listened to the full album against yesterday, the culmination of the two prompting me into writing this post, naturally. Lucy has a joyful voice, excitable, pleasant and purposeful. Her lyrics are appropriately attentive and due to that naturally encouraging vibe country music is famed for, immediately upon playing the first song you know you are in for a lovely ride. I also want to talk about other aspects of the album, such as aesthetics. Standing in front of a beckoning road is the cute, peaceful, curious looking Lucy Hale herself. Lucy is another one of those names- everyone with such a name, whom you meet in any circumstance, catches your attention and brings something so positive. Alice, Megan and Claire are other names I have experienced it to also be a happy coincidence. Like those Friends, Lucy does not...

After another bad dream I feel compelled to throw out to the world these fears and feelings that are haunting me as some means of trying to better come to terms with their strength and to resolve to combat them harder. Over the course of the last few years my post traumatic stress disorder has manifested itself the strongest it has ever done so in my whole life, brought on by the trigger of recent tragedies, I surmise. I wanted to share in case anyone is wondering just how PTSD can vary for different people and how they may come to define it. It is many things, so a short blog post will not really detail much but it is for me as though time is being unwound. When a flashback hits you it is as though you are living that moment again and again and again. My mood is intricately altered in various ways, my sleep is destroyed, my whole outlook on life is destroyed. You may have heard PTSD mentioned in connection with people returning from war zones and it is indeed sometimes people like th...

 The other day, during my usual Ebaying, shall we call it, I came across some Avril Lavigne photos during my daily thoughts aimed at said musician. While admiring her different looks, her different expressions and so forth, a particular part of one page caught my attention. Under the heading "People who viewed this item also viewed," displayed at the bottom of one Avril Lavigne photo listing, were, as implied by the heading itself, other items viewed by people whom viewed what I am now viewing. Naturally some images were of Avril but two in particular caught my attention. First of all, fellow Avril Lavigne appreciators liked also a wild tiger photo. On that, I smile. Avril Lavigne is a wild tiger, after all, in a very positive and exciting way. Secondly, viewed also was a Queen Elixabath II photo. Hmm? Now that is diverse. Well, Avril, you will always be my musical Queen.