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Today I had a funny sort of dream. There was a little of Avril Lavigne and a little of Star Trek. I remember watching a news report, BBC I am sure and there was talk of Cardassians and such. Presumably this is based upon a sketch I had been thinking up recently, aimed at an April Fool's day, where, if I could somehow end up on tv, I would prank people by casually but obviously make Star Trek references by speaking of Klingons and such but in a deadly serious manner as though it were genuinely related to whatever it was that had me appear on tv to be interviewed ("Yeah, I see your point. But remember...at this point the Cardassian empire was still struggling with identity issues..."). The funny thing here though was that, presumably once again due to said script, my dream version, where I heard such references being spoken by an actual news reporter, gave me the illusion that I was awake and had somehow prophesied Star Trek references appearing on BBC news! Either before...

I was reading up on the new Wolverine film today, titled Logan and from my usual travel between links via Wikipedia I ended up discovering a new show titled Legion, set in a Marvel universe, apparently the film series universe and yet, typically, ambiguous as to how much so if really at all. A quick absorption informs that the show centers around the son of our legendary Charles Xavier and is thought to be mentally unwell. So naturally this seized my curiosity even tighter and I read through cautiously to see how such a theme would be implemented. I will say one immediate thing: I was pleased that the subject of mental illness was immediately suggested to be deserving of appropriate embrace. Without even a promotional trailer to feed ourselves with impressions of actuality are currently non-existence but I have now been informed of a show not only potentially interesting and offering a slightly altered insight into the Marvel world but a show being crafted by people whom hopefully u...

Roxette The mark of brilliance Deciding what CD of Roxette to get next, now that I have some money in my bank account again after a long while, was never going to be easy. I was keen to have an album with Listen To You're Heart, It Must Have Been Love and also Dressed For Success and I have discovered a greatly priced single for one of those songs on Amazon and added to my basket. But let's go back a few days. I had first discovered the Roxbox quite some time ago and it is my current understanding that there exists at least two different versions, with one being a quite limited release containing a DVD and now selling for around the £100 mark. But the other and just as awesome version, the one I purchased, is essentially a four CD collection that I worked out to contain over four hours worth of music! Yes, I  know. Already the thought of four hours of Roxette is enough to take one to music paradise but check out the price. I paid around £10, just £10, for this awe...

And the winner of the mouth awards is... Avril Lavigne! Let us venture deeper, in case anyone worries about me gaining a strange, new hobby (Although she does have a lovely mouth, she really does win my apparently newly created award.). We could go in different directions here- superficial attraction, deep attraction, psychological reasoning, romance and really a number of other directions. And that is just my mind. You have your own mindset your own ideas, your own peculiar reasoning. Let us start by turning back to Avril and I would like to remind you here that I am writing in my preferred, naturally unstructured and free from routine and planning type method, so I may forget things, I may go off into all sorts of directions and hopefully you will enjoy regardless or derive something useful from the time you have invested into reading this post. Avril does possess, to me, such a unique, cute and attractive mouth, particularly the top half. What is it about her mouth th...

Ramblings of an alleged Dukat I was scrolling down my blog posts not an hour go and as thoughts resurfaced regarding how badly I am coping with grief, brought on by an early post mentioning said subject, it made me remember also of Dukat's breakdown in Star Trek: Deep Space Nine, with my support network naturally saying what was also said to him, that it was important to talk about Zyial. Regarding my Zyial, there would never be any danger whatsoever of me not talking of Alice. I have done since I first met her, now nearly ten years ago. She was and remains a light in my life. A true champion, a true selfless being. Her wisdom, her face, it comforts and assures, it binds itself to my soul. I miss her more than words can ever express. She was not just a Friend, I was in love with her, as a Friend. I loved her to pieces and still do. She was unique, she was creative, she was herself and that was all she needed to be. Naturally I feel I let her down. Although I was struggling myself...

  As some of you know (Or all of you should!), Avril Ramona Lavigne means a great deal to me and this is said with the highest serious tone possible. Avril Lavigne has sung alongside my struggles, sometimes drowning them out, which is no small feat. She brings to the music arena deep, heartfelt and honest wishes and thoughts embedded within her lyrics and  Avril is a brilliant singer but as implied above she is also a competent song writer.   

Lucy Hale's "Road Between" album is one of those CDs you just keep picking up to put back into the CD player. Such a moment occurred today, after having already listened to the full album against yesterday, the culmination of the two prompting me into writing this post, naturally. Lucy has a joyful voice, excitable, pleasant and purposeful. Her lyrics are appropriately attentive and due to that naturally encouraging vibe country music is famed for, immediately upon playing the first song you know you are in for a lovely ride. I also want to talk about other aspects of the album, such as aesthetics. Standing in front of a beckoning road is the cute, peaceful, curious looking Lucy Hale herself. Lucy is another one of those names- everyone with such a name, whom you meet in any circumstance, catches your attention and brings something so positive. Alice, Megan and Claire are other names I have experienced it to also be a happy coincidence. Like those Friends, Lucy does not...

After another bad dream I feel compelled to throw out to the world these fears and feelings that are haunting me as some means of trying to better come to terms with their strength and to resolve to combat them harder. Over the course of the last few years my post traumatic stress disorder has manifested itself the strongest it has ever done so in my whole life, brought on by the trigger of recent tragedies, I surmise. I wanted to share in case anyone is wondering just how PTSD can vary for different people and how they may come to define it. It is many things, so a short blog post will not really detail much but it is for me as though time is being unwound. When a flashback hits you it is as though you are living that moment again and again and again. My mood is intricately altered in various ways, my sleep is destroyed, my whole outlook on life is destroyed. You may have heard PTSD mentioned in connection with people returning from war zones and it is indeed sometimes people like th...

 The other day, during my usual Ebaying, shall we call it, I came across some Avril Lavigne photos during my daily thoughts aimed at said musician. While admiring her different looks, her different expressions and so forth, a particular part of one page caught my attention. Under the heading "People who viewed this item also viewed," displayed at the bottom of one Avril Lavigne photo listing, were, as implied by the heading itself, other items viewed by people whom viewed what I am now viewing. Naturally some images were of Avril but two in particular caught my attention. First of all, fellow Avril Lavigne appreciators liked also a wild tiger photo. On that, I smile. Avril Lavigne is a wild tiger, after all, in a very positive and exciting way. Secondly, viewed also was a Queen Elixabath II photo. Hmm? Now that is diverse. Well, Avril, you will always be my musical Queen.

Another post here that I wrote early this morning, after being awoken by sound. I wrote it on Wordpad before I had even connected to the internet. The mood is ripe for revolution but will anyone reach for the fruit? Is its appearance tempting enough, can they know to reach for what they have not yet tasted in this lifetime? It was almost an eon ago that we had a political revolution. From any perceived side, the agreement seems to be there, revolution is wanted. Perhaps that concede works against us, with some so eager to dismiss the words of any journalist too popular, of any MP no matter motive, of anyone whom does not appear to truly suffer. Clearly old relics such as The Daily Mail are a massive challenge needing to be confronted. Our so called leaders are nothing but puppets, brought into office by journalists with selfish agendas. Paul Dacre, current The Daily Mail editor, is known as a bully around the offices. This bullying is what the media itself does, not intelligently, no...

Do you know what I just came to realise? Donald Trump is the Garak of the real world. Garak, being a hugely likeable character, something, unfortunately, we find hard to say about Donald Trump, it is not for me to desire to hate people but he is one with a detestable character, but the two sharing a great love for telling lies. Sometimes watching Star Trek: Deep Space Nine's Garak's verbal maneuvers gives me the impression that he himself is starting to believe his own lies and thus can no longer tell truth apart from fiction. Now where does that sound echoed? Donald Trump, worryingly United States of America's President, believes his own lies, I fear. It was bad enough raising the attention of Metropolitan police, whom had to correct him on his claim that parts of London were "overrun" by Muslims, in a way meant to provoke within the gullible images of Muslims (Presumably he meant "people," as Muslims do not have a look, anyone can become a Muslim. But ...

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What is a dream? What is even love? Maybe our pontificating damns us and we should just be like Child and get on with life without studying our movements. Are we fearful creatures? Are we any one word?

A lot is going on in life. As per usual. I find myself lining up mission after mission to tackle and yet keep falling behind. Then waking up is too much. My head is too heavy to lift. My arms too tired to be willed into dressing myself. Showering is a distant dream. Why do I even write this blog? I know the absent of an audience all too well and yet I write still so once again fame is not what I seek .What do I seek? Clarity arriving on a well worn wind? Are there hands in this universe that can still bring me peace? A couple of years ago I went through another breakdown at the loss of a Friend. Each recovery from a breakdown leaves me assured that another piece of sanity has been permanently chipped away. I just wanted to share my thoughts. I opened this blog after having left it for a while and was not sure what to write. Being a raw author I did not want to force myself to pen something when I was not sure I had anything I wanted to publicly share but then-well, here I am. Wher...